Hey everyone!!

How are you all?

Sorry I haven't blogged in a while I've been working a full time job this summer as well as trying to have a social life and trying to get everything organised for going back to university at the end of september and of course FIJI next summer!

This is going to be a serious blog today, recently I have totally left my healthy lifestyle behind, I have began eating awful foods for the convenience also I haven't had the chance to exercise properly for quite awhile. (my job does involve running up and down stairs and around like a crazy person for 8 hours a day) but it hasn't stopped my from gaining weight unfortunately.

I have become so unhappy with my body and am now in a size 12 clothes which is awful and slightly embarrassing as I have never been above a 10 before. My aim is to get down 3 stone and back down to a size 8 for next summer.

My decision of my goals is not just for vanity but also for confidence, I feels so ashamed and self conscious of myself when I am this size, even though I know I am not big but I am just uncomfortable and constantly seeing my flaws and comparing myself to everyone else I see.

Sorry I am going to stop the moaning and depressing blog now and tell you a bit more about myself...

I am hoping to travel a lot over the next few years so I am hoping to make this blog partly a travel blog as well as a healthy and lifestyle blog, letting you know all about my adventures and aspirations. I am also contemplation a travel vlog on youtube but i haven't quite made my mind up about that yet.

I hope everyone is having a great weekend and I will definitely blog again soon.

Love and Kisses
Laura xoxo